Wednesday, April 1, 2020

Long Time No See




Long time no see. I would definitely attest to that being true. All it took was the first global pandemic of your lifetime, and an earthquake (also your first). Now look at you here; Being able to write a whole sentence out of the words that have been jumbled bees in your mind for the past few weeks, no months, some even years.

It just all feels so surreal. I didn't want any part in this deal.
Things finally came home. Suddenly like a car crash but slow enough to watch it happen the world stopped being 'out there.' Home became a part of the world I already wasn't sure if I wanted much business in. I came home to be an ostrich. I came home to close the door behind me and leave the world behind it. I danced and hid the key, I was sure of it. I delved into myself because I am lucky enough to have a home in which to do it in.

That's a bee I can't get out of my skull. At least the bee has a home to be in. What happens to all of those who don't have a home to be in right now? What about them? The tired, the poor... the forgotten and the already broken. I think of my days in India... what will happen to them? I look at my parents and want to believe in a god I know won't be there to listen.

There the bees go again. Getting me off track. Buzzing all around. Here and there.

I just wonder when this all will end...

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